feeling small

And still you don't want to share it just yet. I guess i understand, and it is probably better.
All though the idea brings me down like a sackful of potates running downhill.
There is nothing to lose.
I guess it doesn't matter, nothing does really. And just like i've almost forgotten my other subject of ebbeing, i will forget this one too. It's just that, you were the first glimpse of light for a long time.. you are.

We put our hats on on a cash queue and drank champagne straight from the bottle standing next to Havis Amanda. Saara ran to us dancing and the heads that formed a perfect vertical line were smiling.
They make me feel alive.